But it still doesn't take away from that sting that they both feel; that ache that settles deep within her heart that reminds her of all the time that they have missed out on because they were both too stuck within their own dreams to see what they would truly miss...
And that was each other. It always was.
Even when she had her claws to his throat, even when she tried to send him to his death in that chapel, it was all because of her anger and resentment born out of missing him. Wanting what she could no longer have. Still loving and longing for him even after he left her behind. It hurt then, and sometimes it still hurts now. That pain has dulled some, but she's sure that for both of them, it will never completely go away.
But they continue to push through it anyway, somehow.]
Some.
[She cants her head at him, and while she's steeled her gaze, it does soften a touch, those unsaid words reflecting back at him when she can't bring herself to say them out loud.
That she missed him, too.]
You've still a long way to go before you've fully repaid that debt.
[That is to say... she wants to spend more time with him. Wants him to want to spend time with her.]
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But it still doesn't take away from that sting that they both feel; that ache that settles deep within her heart that reminds her of all the time that they have missed out on because they were both too stuck within their own dreams to see what they would truly miss...
And that was each other. It always was.
Even when she had her claws to his throat, even when she tried to send him to his death in that chapel, it was all because of her anger and resentment born out of missing him. Wanting what she could no longer have. Still loving and longing for him even after he left her behind. It hurt then, and sometimes it still hurts now. That pain has dulled some, but she's sure that for both of them, it will never completely go away.
But they continue to push through it anyway, somehow.]
Some.
[She cants her head at him, and while she's steeled her gaze, it does soften a touch, those unsaid words reflecting back at him when she can't bring herself to say them out loud.
That she missed him, too.]
You've still a long way to go before you've fully repaid that debt.
[That is to say... she wants to spend more time with him. Wants him to want to spend time with her.]