[She pushes herself away from the railing with a growl, and she almost screams to the skies. Almost curses his name for the whole fucking world to hear, but instead, she only buries her face into her hands, hiding the tears and biting back the violent sobs that threaten to consume every part of her. Instead, it just makes way for more anger, more hurt... all those feelings bubbling up to the surface again after six years.]
You let him...
[He didn't stop it. He could have stopped it, but he didn't. There is leaving his kingdom, turning his back on her and his vows, and then there is this...]
I can't...
[Now, people have started to flock over to them, some quietly and cautiously asking if she's okay, others concerned with Cid, but it's an audience that she doesn't need nor want. Not now, not ever. Of all the fucking people to see her like this, it would be him, wouldn't it? She didn't care what all the rest of them thought, but him?
Why does he still matter so fucking much?]
I can't do this... I can't...!
[She turns on her heel and immediately tries to run without looking where she's going, and instead, she bumps into someone.]
Move!
[... and violently shoves them out of the way, sending the poor cat girl who had helped them earlier go tumbling back onto the ground. She pushes her way through, screaming at people to get out of her way, and with that...
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[She pushes herself away from the railing with a growl, and she almost screams to the skies. Almost curses his name for the whole fucking world to hear, but instead, she only buries her face into her hands, hiding the tears and biting back the violent sobs that threaten to consume every part of her. Instead, it just makes way for more anger, more hurt... all those feelings bubbling up to the surface again after six years.]
You let him...
[He didn't stop it. He could have stopped it, but he didn't. There is leaving his kingdom, turning his back on her and his vows, and then there is this...]
I can't...
[Now, people have started to flock over to them, some quietly and cautiously asking if she's okay, others concerned with Cid, but it's an audience that she doesn't need nor want. Not now, not ever. Of all the fucking people to see her like this, it would be him, wouldn't it? She didn't care what all the rest of them thought, but him?
Why does he still matter so fucking much?]
I can't do this... I can't...!
[She turns on her heel and immediately tries to run without looking where she's going, and instead, she bumps into someone.]
Move!
[... and violently shoves them out of the way, sending the poor cat girl who had helped them earlier go tumbling back onto the ground. She pushes her way through, screaming at people to get out of her way, and with that...
...
She disappears.]