[ No, he'll treasure that part too. He even likes that Astarion asked him to stop, that's just how he is. It was true vulnerability, and a side of Astarion that he'll hold dear to his heart. He'd probably say something to that effect too, if Astarion didn't keep talking.
He seems to have collected himself, so Xenk listens and nods. It is good to hear that he wasn't upset with him for asking about his scars. Perhaps personal questions aren't completely off limits? And Xenk knows he's attractive of course, but it is nice to hear from the man he's realized he has feelings for. If he blushes just a little bit, it's not something he can help.
Because of course the truth is that Xenk does believe in Astarion. And he knows he is good. To hear Astarion admit it, so fearfully... it must be difficult indeed. Xenk doesn't need to understand why to understand that. And maybe he doesn't quite get what this has to do with them not having sex, but that's fine too. They have so much time, they'll have time to talk through things eventually. ]
I thank you for your honesty with me.
[ He gives his hand a tiny squeeze. He'll always believe in Astarion, because he knows Astarion is good. Best of all, it seems Astarion can even at times even believe in himself. Xenk could never find fault in him for that. ]
You honor me with your trust, and I offer you the same. Whatever you wish, whenever you are ready.
[ He's still Xenk, he's so bad at talking. ]
Though it is your kind heart that drew me to your side, I likewise find you very handsome. Know that I would not ever pressure you into anything you are not comfortable with. Though I would seek your permission to court you, if that is acceptable to you.
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He seems to have collected himself, so Xenk listens and nods. It is good to hear that he wasn't upset with him for asking about his scars. Perhaps personal questions aren't completely off limits? And Xenk knows he's attractive of course, but it is nice to hear from the man he's realized he has feelings for. If he blushes just a little bit, it's not something he can help.
Because of course the truth is that Xenk does believe in Astarion. And he knows he is good. To hear Astarion admit it, so fearfully... it must be difficult indeed. Xenk doesn't need to understand why to understand that. And maybe he doesn't quite get what this has to do with them not having sex, but that's fine too. They have so much time, they'll have time to talk through things eventually. ]
I thank you for your honesty with me.
[ He gives his hand a tiny squeeze. He'll always believe in Astarion, because he knows Astarion is good. Best of all, it seems Astarion can even at times even believe in himself. Xenk could never find fault in him for that. ]
You honor me with your trust, and I offer you the same. Whatever you wish, whenever you are ready.
[ He's still Xenk, he's so bad at talking. ]
Though it is your kind heart that drew me to your side, I likewise find you very handsome. Know that I would not ever pressure you into anything you are not comfortable with. Though I would seek your permission to court you, if that is acceptable to you.
[ Xenk....... ]