[She knows that she might be pushing him too hard, but is that not what he always tries to do with her? Always tries to get her to voice her concerns, her wants, her wishes, and her failures with the hope that he can help her carry that weight? It has been this way between them for what feels like so long now, but in truth, everything that they are and can be is still very much in its infancy. There are still uncertainties and fears between the two of them that need to be dispelled. Thorns that need to be carefully plucked out one by one. What he is still afraid of with her she doesn't know for certain, but perhaps it is the same that she fears from him.
But the number of times he has done it for her she cannot count, but just as he wants to take care of her, she wants to do the same. So when he finally starts to explain, defeated sigh or no, she lets out her own small one with relief.]
And did that make you feel inadequate here?
[There is no way that she cannot feel guilty for it, just like he would never not when it comes to her. That wish to do more will always be there and, given how things had ended between them in their world, she cannot say it's surprising.]
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But the number of times he has done it for her she cannot count, but just as he wants to take care of her, she wants to do the same. So when he finally starts to explain, defeated sigh or no, she lets out her own small one with relief.]
And did that make you feel inadequate here?
[There is no way that she cannot feel guilty for it, just like he would never not when it comes to her. That wish to do more will always be there and, given how things had ended between them in their world, she cannot say it's surprising.]