that's who she's supposed to be, but is she really who she wants to be? she doesn't even want to be this. it's hard to tell anymore when she thinks about it as no one has ever said that to her. her refocus is being a hero, but is that all wrong because of her need to upstage sonic much like starline who needed to outdo eggman? it's why they were created, she heard it herself, how the other would call the genius to his side and they would rule. ]
I dunno... anymore.
[ her faults is that her feelings rush over: fear, insecurity, anger, and it's obvious which one is winning out at the moment. she hates him, she doesn't want to be related to him, as soon as he was gone forever she was meant to be free, but it still circles back to the impression and marks starline has left on her mind.
the darkness isn't so comforting anymore, her ears angle flat against her quills. she leans closer into her knees to hide herself. ]
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that's who she's supposed to be, but is she really who she wants to be? she doesn't even want to be this. it's hard to tell anymore when she thinks about it as no one has ever said that to her. her refocus is being a hero, but is that all wrong because of her need to upstage sonic much like starline who needed to outdo eggman? it's why they were created, she heard it herself, how the other would call the genius to his side and they would rule. ]
I dunno... anymore.
[ her faults is that her feelings rush over: fear, insecurity, anger, and it's obvious which one is winning out at the moment. she hates him, she doesn't want to be related to him, as soon as he was gone forever she was meant to be free, but it still circles back to the impression and marks starline has left on her mind.
the darkness isn't so comforting anymore, her ears angle flat against her quills. she leans closer into her knees to hide herself. ]
...I don't want to be... like him...